Motivation

I've always needed something to motivate me to keep going.  For almost a month now, I've needed motivation to continue writing my book, and tonight I received a little bit of motivation, so I figured I'd talk about it. There is always that one thing, person, word, something that can trigger emotion out of us, for me, that thing has to do with words.......gossip.  Tonight, gossip has motivated me to continue writing my book.  And you know how they say that the people closest to you are the people who hurt you the most?  Well that has motivated me too.
When I started this journey to write my book, I was thinking of healing, healing for my soul, for my spirit, but somehow, some way, people have taken my words, my work, and made it about them, when they have/had NOTHING to do with the story.  When I was going thru what I was going thru, I made it a point to not tell anyone about it because I knew it wasn't right, but it was my choice and I thought I had control over the situation, so no other help was needed.  But, somehow, some way, I have angered people by my post(s), which had/has nothing to do with them, yet some just need a platform, so HERE YOU GO :) \_ \_ \_ \_
I'm guessing people are angry that I didn't rely on them for help or for their expertise in my particular situation, well, I didn't need the help...............at the time I didn't want anyone's help, I just wanted to do my thing, with zero judgment.  Maybe that's it, maybe because I didn't allow people to know what was going on in my world, so that they could have something to talk about before I could actually talk about it, maybe that's why people are feeling SOME type of way.  Oh well, too bad, I get to tell my story, my viewers saw it here first, GET OVER IT.  Or better yet, write your own damn story and stop worrying about mine.  BTW, book coming soon. #MOTIVATION #THANKYOU #GOODNIGHT